I Couldn't Be More Wrong

I couldn't be more wrong about you
I had thought you would leave me alone after the first week
I had thought you would only use me as a crutch
I had thought you would never continued talking to me
I had thought you would have erased all memory of me
I had thought you would be long absent
I had thought you would learn.

The Plan

"Escape" is the word of the day...
What did you accomplish?
I've accomplished freedom! A new age of liberation! An ability to-
Does it amount "escape"?
Doe-...It...why, I...perhaps.
Conceivably? Interesting. Define your liberating freedom with ability...
It reaches to all corners of life! It is peace! It is-
Peace? What happened to freedom liberally able to accomplish?
Freedom brings more than liberation, it brings peace too.
Freedom from liberation brings peace?
Let me re-state...

"Escape" is the word of the week...
What have you accomplished?
I've accomplished death. A new age of suffering. An inability to-
Does it amount "escape"?
Escape from the body, the mind; the soul has been released.
Relinquishment of the soul...does it "escape"?
The soul was intertwined in the mortal world. By power of-
Intertwined? Rather, trapped you mean?
Just passing the time in a body destined to wither from birth.
The soul was relinquished before it's time due to impatience?
Let me re-state...

"Escape"

I've Done It.

I've fucked up so many people's lives...
Emotionally.
I'm not sure if I'm sorry for all of them, I know I am for some of them.
Those are the ones that affected me.
Some guys I've sent to the brink of insanity, therapy; the edge of death.
I couldn't help but leave them, they were in too deep.
Sometimes they left me.
It's probably all my fault - I always tried to give them exactly what they wanted.
Life is a tangled web, I guess.
Give people what they want and they get too attached because they've never had anyone like...
You...Me...Us? No! Don't go so far.
I can't provide for you how you want me to. I promise, I'll fuck up.
And I know I would...
Because I've Done it.

The Will

Some call you determination
Some call you deliberation
What you will?
Some say its power of action
Some say its purpose as orchestrated
Will you?
Legally, a wish after death
Formally, a conscious decision
I Will.

The Fiend

By definition I am a devil, any evil spirit, a diabolical person, a mischief maker addicted to some pernicious habit, excessively interested in some game and perhaps highly skilled in said game...

I take what I need from you, don't I?
Cold-hearted bitch, aren't I?
You'd have me as your lay, wouldn't you?
Love to have me by your side, don't you?
Fine Female Flashy Fly Vixen
Veni Vidi Vici Fuck
Give me the dice,
Roll them twice
Snake eyes
Thats it
Life.

Time

So, I give you my time...
effort
You say that I can't possibly know how you feel...
emotion
So, what about my feelings? Have I not been there?...
existence
And you continue to retaliate...
exposé
You have no idea how many feelings I've invested in you...
expenditure
So I spend my nights with you, cradling your mental in my mind...
envisage
For about a month, you take my application and attention...
energy
Then one night, you decide I don't give adequate contemplation on you...
enough
So that's it, right? I'm left with a void
empty
No one to help me with my problems that you developed...
enigma
And of course I befriend another you...you who will leave me...
expel
Why do I do this?...
eliminate
I guess I'll never know...
elucidation